I know some people might not understand but I just want to tell my part of the story and check if I’m being irrational .The thing is I want to break up with my boyfriend. We’ve been dating for almost a year now and he’s so good… that’s why I want it to end.
This boy is so good to me. He takes me out on dates and is just the perfect gentleman.
I’m a medical student so he understands that I sometimes need time to learn, so he will come from upsa to learn with me.
We cuddle and kiss but the thing is he is so understanding. It’s not normal, he even understands that I want to wait till marriage. He likes listening to me talk about anatomy. This guy has never complained about anything.
I don’t have botty or breast but he doesn’t care.
One last time, he drove here just because I told him the knife cut my finger, and he was the one panicking, I had to comfort him instead.
He likes me too much and I’m scared. I don’t think my love could ever measure up, I told him not to love me too much like that because I can’t reciprocate it equally, he smiled and said his was enough for both of us.
My issue is, we never fight. when I want to disagree on something, he will just smile and agree with me. There is no fire. The relationship is too perfect and when I told him, he said perfect is good. He is handsome and smart. Everyone thinks I’ve done him for boys but I’m pretty and smart too.
The last time, I was trying to annoy him because I’ve never seen him angry before, but he just smiled and said I’m beautiful. I even feel like I don’t know him that much cause he is always this loving and caring person. I’ve never fought with him or seen him angry. I think it’s unhealthy for him.
I can’t continue because I’m even scared that maybe he wants to kill me because I’ve never seen a boy being this good. Plus he is so clingy, at first, I was flattered because it was cute, but now I’m scared. I love him, honestly, but I can’t love him the way he deserves and selfishly, I feel imprisoned by an illusion which is too good to be true.
I want to get out because I need some disagreement and that kind of relationship that he will annoy me and it will make me love him more. I’m tired of telling him and being ignored
that’s why I want to break up. Am I wrong?