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She came over to my side for a stay over after a hard time of convincing her. My own Mary who couldn’t wait to see me but now I have to beg and beg before she shows up. Well at least she was with me now so as always we can talk and sorted everything out.
Kneeling on the bed she broke down in tears and confessed to me that everything she told me earlier on the phone was all true. There was a guy who had been pressuring her for a long time so she gave in to him and has already committed her body to him. Jesus!! my heart wanted to fall out of my chest that night. I cried inside me the whole night and she kept asking me to forgive her and give her sometime to drop the guy slowly because she didn’t really love him but he’s a good person so she doesn’t want to hurt him. I never cheated on her for all the years we had been together.
I was angry and felt like a fool but on the other side I loved this girl so much. I only wanted to give her some small pressure to push her to work on her weight and now look at the results. However, I decided to forgive her and move on with her. The next day, I made my intentions known to her and we started picking our vibe. We cuddled and had series of intense sex. Everything seemed okay now so she left in the evening because she had to prepare for work the next day.
Before I forget, I have to mention that I went through her phone while she was with me and saw Mary’s new guy’s pics and honestly his looks was below the bar for me. My guess of his age will be around the late 30s while Mary and myself were in the mid 20s. I found out that the guy is well established financially and has been giving her money with lots of marriage promises. Me on the other hand, had gotten a room somewhere in Kumasi after school and was keeping the hustling alive. I was comfortable as I didn’t really lack or depended on anyone.
About a week after Mary left my place, we were cool but not as before. We talked and had our regular late nights chats but something was always off in our conversations. I woke up one morning and she had filled my DM up with break up messages. Girls…..a relationship I had put all my heart inside. Her reasons mainly being around the fact that she’s leaving so I can find true happiness by being with someone that I can truly admire (someone slim) that she will always feel insecured around me knowing she’s not going to be like her old self and I will always have to compromise to feel satisfied with her. Also, she can get her dream of getting married early fulfilled by this her new found guy. Apparently, I wasn’t ready for marriage but this new guy was.
A big boy like me became a small turn and started begging Mary day and night. I started growing lean all of a sudden. People even thought I was sick. They didn’t know what was going on. I told her not to worry about the weight issues anymore and I wouldn’t mind as my love for her goes beyond the physical looks so that shouldn’t be a reason enough for us to break up. Deep down I know she loves me and will always love me but Mary didn’t listen and just gave up on me just like that without looking back.
“Abusuafo)” she left me and I’ve been broken for over a year now. The pain has been real and instead of subsiding with time, it keeps on rekindling inside me. I sometimes pray and ask God to help turn her mind back to me. Despite everything, I still love her so deep and it makes me have a lot crazy thoughts most of the time.
Please don’t insult me, encourage or advice me if u can. I’m so confused and down right now.