I’ve had a boyfriend for about nine months now and we met a long time ago but he proposed when we were almost done with Shs. Fast forward I came to the university and met this guy and he’s like the whole package you gerrit? He’s basically a sexy dbee who dotes on me a lot.
He made his intentions known a few days after we met because he had been stalking me for a while. I wasn’t really interested (even though he’s far richer and a bit nicer than my boyfriend) and I told him so but he didn’t give up. He would drive to my hall almost every day after his class just to talk and surprise me with alerts and stuff like that but I still wasn’t interested.
Until out of nowhere my boyfriend comes to confess that he has been having an affair with a particular girl for a while and he’s feeling guilty about it. I felt soo stupid and I was in a terrible mood all day so the dbee noticed it and decided to take me out to lighten my mood.
When we came back, my roommate had locked the door and left with the key so we had to go to his hostel. We get there, we start talking then boom we start making out. I made it clear that I don’t want sex (because I still have a boyfriend) but this boy goes like “I’m just going to rub it” then boom he enters (and he’s huggee)I couldn’t even stop him at first because it was soo goooddd but then I remember I still have a boyfriend and push him out and I get soo angry because I started to feel used and I tell him that I don’t want to see him anymore and he immediately goes down on his knees and starts to beg.
I wasn’t really bothered and I still wanted to go back and he starts crying (not hysterically but tears start rolling down his eyes) and I start to feel weird but I still insist on leaving so he picks up his car keys and we leave. Throughout the ride, he keeps apologizing but I don’t say anything. We eventually work things out and then go back to normal and my boyfriend calls me again to confess and I’m like wtf? So I accept the dbee guy’s proposal and everything was wonderful until yesterday.
My boyfriend called and said he was coming to see me(we are in different cities) and he asks me whether I had booked a hotel for him(he had sent the money and I spent it)I was a bit low on cash so I called the dbee and told him we had to talk(because I was shy)it was around 8pm and he drove immediately to come and see what’s wrong and this is where I did something sooo stupid.
I enter the car and he’s like “what’s up?” And then I tell him I want to break up with him. It was like something had taken over my body because my mind was screaming tf???? But someway somehow I was talking and I could barely hear myself the next thing I know, I’m out of the car walking to my room and halfway there, that’s when it all hits me like what have I done??? I get really confused because how?
And I don’t really remember what I said and why I said it. So I get into an argument with my other boyfriend and he breaks up with me(it doesn’t really bother me though cause he has cheated multiple times) but it’s the dbee I’m worried about.
I don’t know what to do and I haven’t called him cause I don’t know what to say or if he would talk to me because I don’t even remember the conversation we had yesterday. Any suggestions??